shoulder aches

Pissed pissed pissed totally totally pissed off. Now I just want to go home and freaking hide under my blanket and sleep. Good bye world.


My fucking shoulder is aching since morning. I’m only 27 but I’m aching like a 60 year old with bad rheumatism. What’s wrong with you! *attempts communication with bad shoulders* Urgh.

delayed depression

for a moment there, i was amazed at myself for not getting into fits. i was amazed at myself for being entirely cool about a super long email that's packed with a fair amount of explosives that'll usually ignite me. i was amazed that i'm still feeling chirpy.

then i realised.. hours later, i started to dwell on it. eventually i started to visualise my imagination. then i started feeling indignation. then i started feeling crappy like it's the worst day ever and i just want to go home and sleep.

zzzzzzz......

my intention to recharge and restart my new year with more positive energy has gone back into hibernation.

ang pow extortion

mr kee attempted to extort ang pows from me last wednesday on chinese new year's eve.

i gave him bah kwas instead.

he finished them.

now he attempts the extortion again.

damnit.